What a Dipshit

That employee who quit suddenly you remember that failure of a human being. Well he was working at his new job and one of my best clients was at the event. The client asked what happened and why he left our company. He told the client that we were operating in an unethical manner and that he did not feel like he should be a part of that. Truth be told I have this fuckwad on tape stealing liquor and padding his time cards. But I kept him around because he was a friend and we had been working together for several years. Just proves that I have only a handful of true friends. What an asshole!!!!!

Employees

What is it about employees that you work so hard to keep them happy and make sure they have everything they need to be sucessful and yet they never seem to have any devotion to you. For instance I have this fucko that works for me he has been working for me for three years at 2 different locations I have defended him many times and run interference between him and the people who do not like him and what does he do he quits for a job that is with a company that sucks all because he thinks he knows more. The funny thing is he doesn't realize what a fuck up he really is. What a jackass. Ever known anybody who is a retard but you keep them around just hoping that some day they will turn off their idiot button? Guess I will have to start looking for another stupid sidekick.

You try and try to be good to them and they fuck you everytime. Guess this is what I get for trying to be Capt-save-a-ho. Funny thing is I got three applicants today who walked in off the street looking for work. So I guess this will work out in the end.

Helping others

I have had someone come into my life with regards to working on getting sober. This is the one things in my life that gets me excited. I find working with others to stay sober to be so rewarding. It helps me stay sober and it reminds me of my time when I came in to getting clean and sober. I know the success rate of coming into this program but at the same time it does not mean that I will diminish my efforts in working with M. He may or may not make it but I will do all I can to help him.

Listening to U2 and the streets still have no names

We have been up and running for a year and this is the first time I have had to sit and reflect on the past year. We started our company with just 4 people and now we have 30 employees three locations and the world has just exploded. Four years ago I was a junkie hustling in NOLA thinking to I would rather be dead. Today I have own a company that will do over 2 million in sales this year and over 10 million in a couple of years.

I have not stopped to even look back till this moment. I have a daughter and a partner for life who both love me and have shown me a life I only dreamed about. I sometimes miss the action but hustling is hustling. Its just all legal now.