Has it been 6 months

Its been six month since I last posted.....I feel like I am at confession. My latest endevor has had me working 12-18 hour days 6 days a week. My relationship with T is in the tank and I am exhausted to say the least. And oh ya I am clinically depressed and maybe even a little bi polar. At least thats what the therapist says. They put me on some drugs but that just made it worse. I was feeling like a macy's day float all day. I am still in a funk and dont feel like myself. But things will change for the better I am told.

My job has me feeling in tatters and looking for something else. This is no way to live. More to come.